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late breath
let the world crash down to the ground and burn into dark ashes. either way ill find you through all the remains and extend to my hand to you. pick you up off the ground, and wash the blood from you face...watch your eyes meet mine, and let the rest of now and the future collide. let earth rot to disturb the only piece that once everyone had, and ( Read more... ) -
R.I.P
i dont know. i need to be buried alive. a place of peace ease tranquility, and perfection. i need to be under the ground to rest in peace. i need everything to leave me alone, and still awake. not making me itch off the flakes and worms.
set thee on fire, and call for my love...and the world will begin again....
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im the happiest person in the world, according to the lies
tear out any of the pictures of me by your side. its the worst ending now; alone. i can only hear myself underneath the sulfur scented whispers; prying out the perfect words to write down..and still youll never read this. i dont stand in disbelief anymore...but still the feelings still. and id still do anything for you. my smile and heart are ( Read more... ) -
distance blacker than the destination
your disturbance in sleep, feels like were flying. -
why the scene is going to die...
because its an infection that is by ppl that say they just dress their own style and are them when they strive to be in a certain classification... lol its rediculous..i see it now. i didnt before. they almost seem to suck you in. its gross. exsactly like an infection or virus.
"Your typical scene kid, guy or girl, will either have black hair, or ( Read more... ) -
a match of red suphur
im in illness up to my throat, and it so hard to just breathe now. im sick of hating my life and myself so much. its getting so annoying and frustrating living with every vein and feelings that are burrowed underneath. i need something else...i need another life, this one is nothing. ive been running on empty for so long...and its now nothing to ( Read more... ) -
gutted at the drive-in
the goosebumps turn from the touches that hurt so deeply. im wasting and rotting for myself, and its never fast enough. by the ways that my organs inside are breaking, i cant feel enough...just to stop myself from letting the choas all in. rape the chord that binds me from the light that i cant seem to find if it exsist's.
i see that for now, all ( Read more... ) -
stitch---+---+---+---work
it seems as soon as i start to get my life in a better light or feel a little better about myself...something in my life brings chaos. and yes i am comfortable and used to chaos and i love it but it is getting old and its getting actually hard to stomach now. i really hate it. a new mistake always just pops up and then i realize what i did was ( Read more... ) -
AWKWARD CUM (under influence of meds)
it burns a hole into the skin that i support and hold on from the breaking bones, that are fractured just like the sanity that has eaten itself outwards onto a deeper concentration of the wasted times with you. it was a summer chemical reaction that starts where your confused lights existed. to feel the knife scarring now is just a another way of ( Read more... ) -
pull the trigger on oneself...when he says your time is right
what is the difference between religion and spirituality?
religion is for people that are afraid to go to hell,
spirituality is for people that have already been there.
to me any form of religion and spirituality is oneself. not a higher power. yes there could be one but i dont how or what to think and grasp about all this. to me its kinda a ( Read more... )