I keep seeing your face, that last night before you left. Damn, you were so happy. You were on your way. Why? Why? Why? Some believe that we are on this earth long enough to complete the job we came to do. I wish I knew that was true. I wish I knew you were on to bigger and better places. I wish I could look into your eyes one more time, and truly know you are ok. We are all continuing on, yet no one is the same. Nothing holds the joy we knew before. Every sad song, commercial, movie, news story grabs that place in my heart that you left. I keep it in, for those around that need the strength. I know you know. That's enough.
Some people just suck!
anonymous
August 4 2005, 00:29:43 UTC
Man D, I can't believe shit just keeps going around. You'd think that now, at the least, these people involved (and you know who you are) would just give it up and get on with their life. I've have tried so hard to do the right thing and I expected others to do the same. What a pathetic waste. While we should all be working on making sure your daughter has all she needs, time and money are wasted on "control" issues. You and I have talked about this before. I know how you felt about it. I'm sad to say it hasn't changed.
i miss you so much darebear. i still honestly expect to see you at every show and party i go to and i'd be lying if i said i didn't actually look around and almost ask someone, "is derek here yet?" a few times. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
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you're the best big brother i never had.
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