Ok not the best of nights but what can u do about it, life is life...so it sucks that I can't go to Montrela this weekend with everyone, damn work!! I wish it would die, or close down one of the two. Ok so I'm a lil upset with Echo because she didn't call me back tonight, but I actually didn't really expect her to either so I guess I'm not that ( Read more... )

Ok so last night was fun, drank a lot, almost everyone was there which usually makes it pretty fun too. Tom got trashed out of his mind again, I think we need to stop his drinking sooner in teh night from now on!! Katie and Brian were making out for a lil bit that was kinda of amusing, well it was only amusing because they wer stnding like near ( Read more... )

My day was going pretty shitty u know with work and all but then I got a call from Jess randomly, and that was great cuz i didn't expect to see her at all this weekend. I love spending time with her and i'm really glad shes gonna be goin to school up here now and maybe even in Beverly, I will annoy the fuck out of her if so, haha JK. But anyway ( Read more... )

Honesty is usually a very important thing, but it can also mess some stuff up but I guess it just comes with the territory. Actually in the past like 8 months maybe honesty has messed up a lot of things...but maybe i'm just being honest about the wrong things. Whatever I gotta stop complaining about stupid shit, it just makes me feel worse anyway ( Read more... )

Yea so i've been complainign about people around school lately but what I really just stumbled upon is the fact, why should I care what they do or think. Honestly it shouldn't matter if poeple don't wanna talk to or see me, I just have a thing where I want everyone to love me, but I seriously don't care anymore. It doesn't do me any good to feel ( Read more... )

I really feel worthless tonight, like Jess just pissed me off when she told me that her and nelly were trying to set up a visit to bentley for her this weekend...And u'd think i'd be happy about it cuz I could get to see her, but the thing is I asked her a lil while ago if she might be able to come for a visit or if I could just drive to NR to see ( Read more... )

Ok so I know the song I threw in here last night was kinda drastic but it is how I feel most of the time. But just so everyone/anyone who cares knows I'm no where near as bad as I was last year. Last year I was severly depressed every hour of every day no matter what and then there was the things thta I shouldn't talk about, cuz wheneve I do ( Read more... )

Well thank you to Caitlin for being the only person to comment in my Live Journal, I really do appreciate it. Shes so awesome, I'm really happy I'm getting to know her. So I got to spend a bunch of time with Meg today which is always good, I was kinda mean to her though but she knows I love her and that I son't mean anything I say. But Meg if u ( Read more... )

Ok i should be back at school right now but instead I stayed home so I could spend some time with my Lil Sis tomorrow, so if anyone talks to me tomorrow afternoon chances are that I'll be in a damn good mood cuz I always am after i get to see her. But i'll be back to school early tomorrow night so if u wanna bask in my good mood u should call me, ( Read more... )

Ok so does it bother anyone else that this week my total hours of work will reach somewhere around 35, cuz to me that seems a lil excessive for someone who goes to school full time too...Maybe its just me. So this much work is stressing me out, mostly because i'm the only one working in the store almost everytime I work. This does provide me with ( Read more... )