jason is so going to kick freddy's ass!

i was reading through my live journal entries and its funny how i knew that it wouldnt work out. i hate this feeling, i hate this part. i had something beautiful. this band always makes me cry, i better turn it off. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfu ( Read more... )

clay called at 5:30 this morning and apologized. he said he was sorry for what happened and anything that will happen. i didnt quite understand the last part. and then he asked me, "dont you see everything thats wrong with me." or something like that. he said he had major problems and that he was the last thing i needed in my life. i agree ( Read more... )

to make myself feel better about clay, i permanently scarred the inside of my lip with the word, 'pit bull.' its too bad it didnt hurt more.

i finally spoke with clay...as much as i hated to hear it, he told me in so many words that we would never speak to eachother again. it really hurt, and it really bothers me...but, i should have known i suppose. after having spoke with my roommate about it, she informed that i am too clingy and perhaps that scared him off. and i justified this ( Read more... )

i am so fucking sick of this goddamn bullshit, why the fuck does clay think he can walk all over me, well, im not letting him have the easy way out, he is gonna have to fucking tell me himself how he really feels instead of just blowing me off. fucking fuck. arrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

i just saw the most fucked up movie in the whole world, pink flamingos.

what would one think if the person they are dating had not returned their calls in 4 days....?

i am fostering the most gorgeous sweetest pit bull. her name is soophie. (chris, you need to meet her, i think you would like her.) she has one blue eye and one gold eye and my chihuahua has been humping her al night and she doesnt even care. what a sweet sweet girl.

i went to the emergency room today because i accidentally jabbed a dirty needle through my entire finger. i am gonna have nightmares about that for a long time. killing animals for a living can really start to suck, especially after you have injected poison into their vein and then insert the needle through your finger. maybe this is a sign.