I <3 drama. On the bright side, it keeps things from being boring, aside from the entertainment aspect. Esp. when I'm right smack in the middle on it.

Sometimes I want to laugh at myself, at how ironic my life is, at how proud I can be, and at me who is always searching for something that is not there. Wouldnt' it be easier to just want what I've got? No, I am too good to buy into the things they say. To me, they're too ordinary. It's ironic how I've got what others want and I dont even give ( Read more... )

As awesome as Penn has been, at times I just want a cup of coffee and a friend to go on a drive with. I miss my awesome friends in Davis.

I left a piece of me at Cali

So yesterday was one of best day thus far. I was literally dancing to some background music (like a fool, but dancing nonetheless) while I was working up a reaction. Me dancing, not a good sight, esp in a lab coat and all ( Read more... )

So the-totally-awesome-person-that-I've-been-seeing decided to spend his last day (before his visit to Cambridge) helping me move my furnitures from Davis to SF. His reasons- he didnt' want me to leave me with all this crap. Others would have settled for a nice dinner but not this one. He went to SF 3 DAYS IN A ROW to see me before he left. Did ( Read more... )

It started to hit me on sunday after we have finished moving my belongings from my apt. Davis is about to be ended and Penn is about to start... In a little more than 2 weeks ( Read more... )

Part of my job involves the filling of carbon monoxide into a balloon so that a reaction flask is under carbon monoxide atmosphere. Every time I touch the carbon monoxide cylinder, I feel like I'm touching explosive. I once filled the balloon with carbon monoxide and it poped, thank god under the fume hood. Otherwise, I'd have passed out ( Read more... )

I'll be leaving Cali exactly 3 weeks from now. Dear lord! I dont think I will ever be ready to leave.

Some dude who works at ACE told Norel that lye, the last thing we needed to make soap, is not legal in California. Well, it's good that I work in a lab then cuz I totally just got about 150g of it. There's nothing like working with corrosive and basic chemical. And Shendong, my supervisor, totally gave me the green light, a thermometer and even ( Read more... )

My ego and stubborness:

_will both get me into troubles and out of them.

_are my biggest strengths and flaws.

Only at a time like this that alcohol would be my source of comfort. Dollar drinks tonite.