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stuff
M <---- restored from draft. Very insightfull lucky i got it back. Anyway let's (let us) see what is happening. Well I got a new girl friend and she broke up with me. So if anyone wondering that's my love life back to square one there. Or possible behind that as I a very emotional person and still kinda down about it. But then hey when am I ( Read more... ) -
Well
Thought I should update as I haven't in a while and thought I should. Well first of all hi emma if you here. Yip Emma round that good. England actually doing well in a cricket it very thriling , New Zealand playing Aus on Sunday that should be good looking forward to it. Super 14 started as well Blues Crusaders now, hope they both do badly and ( Read more... ) -
The Rule
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Suicide
I tried to commit suicide tonight. I was in town and tried to cut my wrist with badges I also lost one. Ohh and I also lost my phone. Yeah so attempted suicide and lost my phone, What a night. Ok so attempted suicde, lost my phone, told girl i like that i like her... several times, got kicked out of clubs and generally made a fall of myself. ( Read more... ) -
Hi
Um just though I'ld say hi. Still not dead, yip i alive. Um got back from some camp. Felling less emo then last time. Say hi if you see this. -
thoughts
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I figured out some more things tonight. One I only have really one person I can talk to everyone else is either distant or to rapped up in their own depression to even care or just I don't know. Anyway their only one person who I really feel comfortable talking to about stuff and she rather elusive right now. It was something that someone said to ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts
I was reflecting on the words of Pete Shelley of the Buzzcocks that being "ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have fallen in love with?" and I realised I had at least twice. Im sure you can think of them anyway yeah just thinking of that. Also people are dicks. -
Question
Won't you miss me, wouldn't you miss me at all? -
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Well went to party on Friday got slightly drunk and walked home it was fun. Then went to Beadz party and got very drunk. It was odd I drank spirit at Dan's and was fine yet at Beadz I drank a bottle of wine and was utterly wasted. Honestly I couldn't walk in a straight line I was stumbling all over the place I told people I had crushs on them at ( Read more... )