Wow, it's been quite a roller coaster these past few weeks. I want to say that I rise above and learned a lot but I guess all I have in the end (please let it be the end of it) is the realization of how frustration can really take a hold of me. I forget my belief in not worrying and not getting frustrated on things you can't control. Also, if you ( Read more... )

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My sleeping pattern is so effed up
and I don't know why I can't start on stupid homework!

I am so so so so so so blessed.
I am blessed with such great people in my life
and the ability to not take to heart those who are not so positive in my life.

It saddens me that I rarely give enough praise to God when times are good. Ironic as it is, I rarely give praise only accredit Him for obstacles I go through to build my character. I always try to make it a priority to count my blessings daily, however, it is rarely the case when I go through day to day running around and barely getting through the ( Read more... )

I have no idea what I'm doing this summer! There are seriously so many options out there. I can go to the Tour (it'd be my 7th year--which means I haven't missed one since it began). I can take classes -- I am behind on my sciences :( and science classes are so much easier in the summer! I really want to avoid HARDinger also :( Above all, I REALLY ( Read more... )

I realized that this Livejournal has turned into a photo gallery for me and a lot less rantings and insight of my life. I guess the only things I feel are worth posting and not too personal are pictures that I adore. I sometimes wish that I had a camera inside my mascot suit so I can snap away pictures of such adoring young and enthused fans at ( Read more... )

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