Last night I had one of the most emotional dreams ever. Ive woken up frightened and Ive woken up with semi-dried tears.... but this morning I woke up depressed. It permeated throughout most of the day until I drank so much coffee I couldn't help but be my gittery lively self. The second I get home though its back to me being me. Ive felt like Ive ( Read more... )

Ive had the most interesting conversation Ive ever had. Ive never put myself in such a vulnerable situation and left it in being me such a fuck you im the best situation and meant it. Well fuck me I am the best. Regardless of spilling me potatoes... Ive started my job and like it so far. Im just lacking a little on the sleep and the dough to make ( Read more... )

Things surprisingly have taken a turn for the better. After all this time I've finally got myself a job. The funny thing is after I got the job about an hour later Nutrition Depot calls saying I have the job there too. Well I was half asleep when they called so I told them I already had one. So I guess there went my backup plan.  I start training ( Read more... )

I am not your savior. I don't have any answers to anyone's problems. I am me and I am flawed. Most of all I rarely do what is best for myself. One of these days maybe something will change. I feel like I hardly know myself anymore. I...

Today was the first time I've ever walked out of a movie. The title of Super Bad says it all. A plethora of unfunny jokes with an unamusing plot. It might appeal more to the 14 to 18 year old crowd...

Ive come on LJ a lot recently to post. While sitting around in my spare time I become inspired to write numerous emotions and events-a-happening. When it gets down to typing up all of my thoughts I hardly make it past the first sentence. Recently I've been feeling completely lost in where to place my next footstep. I realize that there are a number ( Read more... )

Here I am... after 3 hours of sleep and one hour of tossing and turning I figured I should get up and post whatever is sitting in my mind. Oh ,I happened to run through a spiderweb right before getting ready for bed so my mind is playing wonderful tricks on me and not allowing me a moments peace. Well let's see yesterday I worked my ass off with my ( Read more... )

Well today is the day that I get to drop my parents off at the airport. Only 3 more hours left. I guess I should be excited to have the house to myself, but I have to babysit my brother until I get to drive him up to Jacksonville for college on the 23rd of August. I can only hope to smack my brother awake to the world now that he can no longer be ( Read more... )

I remember coming up with the idea to use air to power cars when I was about 14 or so while in the shower. Of course I was far from having the knowledge to understand how to make it possible.  Now its amazing to finally see someone has made it possible. http://www.theaircar.com/ ( Read more... )

Well these past two days have been a little rocky on the old nerves. I was never able to put my finger on where my wonderful ball of stress that turns my stomach came from, but I'm pretty sure Ive put my finger on it now.  C'est La Vie... So I received my birthday present quite a few days early from my parents due to my new-found problem with ( Read more... )