Wow I don't even remember posting those last 3 entries that I had to delete. Apparently I finished off two bottles of wine after I had already taken enough shots to be pleasantly drunk. On top of that I threw my cell phone and broke it in half. Then I proceeded to deleted everyone on my myspace and canceled my livejournal account.  Luckily LJ has ( Read more... )

In my dream last night I spent the entire time trying to meet up with Vikki in a mall. It seemed that no matter what I did it wasn't going to happen. After that whole ordeal I woke up with my stomach in knots from the dream alone. I then had to go pick up my dad at the mitsubishi dealership. On the drive to get him the one cd I'm listening to ends ( Read more... )

Whoa nelly! I wonderfully feel like im surrounded on all sides... haha! So Ive releft California and rerejoined Florida looking to remedy my lackluster view of life. I guess im only playing with a deck full of unhappy cards. I can't seem to do or say the right things with Vikki. I only seem to raise up more questions of nothing too positive. ( Read more... )

"History is merely a list of surprises. It can only prepare us to be surprised yet again." - Kurt Vonnegut

Rest in peace Kurt Vonnegut your words will live on forever.

My life is like eggs


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Well I had a lovely stay in Florida. I actually hate to go... I love being lazy and not working :-P. But I do miss the LA life and the LA wifey. So now I have 30 minutes to pack, disassemble this computer, and catch my plane back home. I hope everyone had a lovely night and I hopefully shall be seeing a bunch of you in a few hours. Hope there isn't ( Read more... )

Yup today is the day one year ago that Vikki and I tied the knot of our love. Unfortunately I am the best boyfriend in the world and planned my trip to Florida weeks back without thinking of it. So now here I am Florida with my family. On a more positive note I was able to see both sets of my grandparents within 24 hours, which, has never happened ( Read more... )

Im not really sure what to write, I just want to be heard. I started reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower and it leaves within me a wonderful, but slightly depressed feeling on the inside. Speaking of which... as of late Ive been feeling depressed. My emotions cease to come out and stay locked away when they should be flowing away. I hope I can ( Read more... )

You should make sure 
you feel alive
before you fall into the ground

when you go leave
more than feelings behind

you should make sure
you dont give up
before you cant turn around

theres no use fighting
these battles from behind

come together
show this life you're living
come together
we can change anything

you should make sure
you dont die young
you ( Read more... )

Its 30 degrees outside brrrrrrr!!!