oh... oh fuck.

[paulentino]

This is the most debate I have ever put into ending my life. Every day of this year to come, I will be asking the same questions to myself, and getting the same responses. Every time I talk to you the lines fall short of what I had in mind, some failed attempt to capsulize a feeling, fail, and try, and try again. I'm going to need a full time job

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[driedflowers]

So yeah, this is beyond cookies, really, but can I bribe you into happiness with an AFI ticket? As much as I want the beautiful girlfriend of my ex to have it - I don't, at all. I'm so petty, I know.

So if you still want it, you can have it for free. I'd rather it went to someone I know and like than get the twenty bucks.

Cheer up emo kid.

<3 dani

[paulentino]

you are wicked for offering those tickets, but i'm not sure if i can accept them just yet.

[driedflowers]

kk, lemme know.

PS: I know I'm wicked, but you should tell me often anyway.

[sweet__caroline]

My advice:

1) Go back to school
2) Work hard, pull your grades up
3) Live off-campus with friends (splitting the rent = less expensive than rez)
4) Get a full-time job for the summer and then a part-time job during the year to help with costs

That would get you your own place, keep you busy, you'd still be employed and making money (a.k.a. not running into scary debt), and ultimately you'd get a better, higher paying job when you're done with school.

Think about it, and good luck.

[paulentino]

That is all easily deducible logic. However, thank you for your concern.