This week has been a complete excess in prize, and a complete lack of responsibility. Some sort of feedback is making my feel depressed. But oh well, i forgive myself, and I do it quickly. Next week will definitely be filled with mile time challenges and scholarly indulgences [speaking of which I should try to get some wine for all this new amazing ( Read more... )

Why do I insist on doing everything but my homework until the day of class ( Read more... )

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Sick as a dog, but at least ballet's are amazing. This hit me at the perfect time and I hope to hell that I get better, I wonder if i can use it as an excuse to get out of my midterm ( Read more... )

Before this I don't think i've ever really incorporated my own existentialism into my view of morality. I've recently been thinking of an image to uphold. I've always thought of reaching a higher point but you can't, especially when what our empirical senses tell us not only shape the things we see, but the things we recognize, and then build up ( Read more... )

blaahhh... blah blah blah... is it me? Am I incapable of making people happy? I used to be insanely cocky, but when faced with silence with another working mind, you're insecurities take over ( Read more... )

I need to remember all of this. This hate for everything. For what they're doing, the people that believe they are men and women, straight or homosexual. Reducing an infinitive mind into a simplistic determinism. Remember, someone remind me.

Just opening this up is making me feel guilty for not doing my work. Am I loosing it? I fell down 4 times yesterday, and this has been the first time since the start of this Philo course that I haven't been able to logically piece together any argument. "It happens to everyone, here's some good old vitamin R"... well that was friendly, too friendly ( Read more... )

Well.. everything seems to be kicking into high gears way too fast, and I think I threw an inter-cooler in my life before I was ready for the horse... good analogy? yeah... I know... I'm a nerd ( Read more... )

This whole blogging thing is getting too tedious. Slowly withering away in its evolution of what it is, what it will turn out to be, and what it used to be, all in the deepest subconcious of my mind. So I haven't told many people yet about my so-called "Activist" movement. Yes... activist. A movement that is surely haunting me at the moment. There ( Read more... )