Becoming lethargic from overworked muscles ( Read more... )

After a chaotic weekend of failing to lap at a pigface girl's crotch, and heavy hanging and bashing light nights with My mexican confidante and close friend, I am far too hung over and alcohol induced to do much. Hung out with Virus from the band dope for a while, and ended up holding up their drummer who fell twice to the ground ( Read more... )

Through my life I have always felt hostile and belittling towards "successful people" those who have completed full brainwashing towards the norm of life. A nice house will often just plain scare me as the the complete lack of motivation to become anything but what has been seen on television. Perhaps this is why I refuse to watch it. But as I wolf ( Read more... )

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this shall never grace this again
nay for pride that induced my soul
on a good design
and I will buy one tonight

In search of destined concubine
a certain fate deems it so
that manic rationalizations
of alcoholism
and dependancy to deviation
will lead me to the path
of musickal and magickal salvation
I'll whet my appetite for a future
that glows like turpentine on the neck of a whale
impossible but true

lack of motivation has led to starvation
and here I am in my government land
sucking uncle sam's dick for a penny
and hoping to find someone that can connect
with a divorced
23 year old pervert
who only cares about musick
and disappearing from reality
besides people like me
because I despise them for being so pathetic

New machine graces my presence
New visions left to seek
New same old life
back to the square

New Thalatha opporotunities
and time is moving too slowly
because I need it now
New addictions
just like the old ones
same old new life
Ready for something new

It's odd how my life works ( Read more... )

Finally out of the area that was dubbed ( Read more... )

It is only now ( Read more... )