Bit her
beer
and my
bitter
life
bitter
from lack
of...
Never Satisfied
Not even
while doing the things
that I claim
make me content
All I do
is grow
towards a more
bitter
existance
and now
I will continue
to alienate all of you
like I always do....
I hate you all

Dreams have faded into reality
and now it seems
to be
a thin sheet
that seperates
my life
and a fantasy world.
There are two cells
left in my brain
and they are at war.
I can see my life
crashing
burning
very soon
just like I had
always wanted it to
but have
grown to fear

it is pointless ( Read more... )

I wish you could be here
and I could comfort you
stroke your hair
kiss your cheek
make you feel
as beautiful
as you are.
I wish I could
have my RV
and just take you with me
as I travel the US
to just
make
musick
to just
be
me

I fell in love with the world ( Read more... )

The curse of the popular hermit
all he craves is loneliness
and he is beyond thankful
that he can't have it...

All he wants is to be alone
with a certain woman
who makes him feel good
but he is nowhere near right now

He is surely a popular hermit

Kisses should be free ( Read more... )

Now is time for decline.
Rested my mind and body on many great souls.
indulged.
binged and purged.
took the hand of many a perfect wife.
and took the melodies of great artists.
Slept and drank fine wines with the kings.
and now I am on a raft
floating listlessly
along the river
awaiting the next great stop.

In a desperate time ( Read more... )

A Laxative for my throat
as urine flies towards those few that I care about any more
the only pure left
and I take the highest pride
in getting them dirty
Couldn't resist the touch
of one I've always admired
but slowly forgot
though never forgotten
just gotten..