is unconditional love. Only he makes me feel like June in the Joy Luck Club movie being told that, at least one person loves me enough to see past the day-to-day bullshit to see the real me, and knows that all I want to be is a good person. He fucking told me this over the phone when I wasn't really expecting it and I had to work to keep the sob ( Read more... )

(This is Version 2; the original got eaten by my compuper so I had to redo it and my answers weren't quite the same and stuff is missing because I was determined to quickly and immediately mail it out to my friends who'd already filled it out ages before ( Read more... )

The last time I updated this journal was February 25th 2007. And that may very well be the last time I logged on, too. And it's still here! And I remembered my password. I was never devoted to my livejournal but I'm happy it's still around. I've been disproportionately rewarded this evening.

and gosh it actually feels like it's been a while. Maybe because stuff actually happened!! To me, I mean. So here goes!

Peggy said she was sorry for overreacting later that night, which I thought was a little funny because I had had an accident w/ her car, but also fitting b/c I was really upset by her reaction. It was like she totally turned her ( Read more... )

This has got to be the shittiest week ever. I am seriously glad I have such an awesome weekend to look forward to because I'd be considering ending myself if I didn't. Or I'd consider taking up nude modeling for $100/hr, as I've actually be offered. What the fuck?! I guess yesterday could have been bad, too, but it was okay I think. So it could be ( Read more... )

In case things weren't bad enough yesterday, I left my headlights on while working today and as a result my car was completely dead when I went to drive to the next house. The starter wasn't even clicking!! So now I'm freaked that I'll have to get a new starter along with a new battery and that makes two more things I need to pay for, and so I will ( Read more... )

Man, I napped from 3-7:30- that was a mite longer than I'd planned! I woke up in the middle of it all disoriented and freaking out b/c I thought it was morning and I hadn't set my phone alarm, so I had no idea if I was late for work. Then I realized that it was nighttime, and only 6pm. That would have been an ideal time to wake up, but I fell ( Read more... )

Most horrifying day of work ever. And my workday was only 3 hours long. What happened? I had a devastating moment where I learned that I didn't know something that probably 99% of the population does, and that my ignorance has probably caused thousands of dollars of damage over the past week. How did I manage such things? With various Dyson vacuum ( Read more... )

Can you tell I'm happy to have my computer back ( Read more... )

Being sick my first full week of work totally sucks. Hopefully there won't be a repeat of either for quite some time. Now I'm actually feeling pretty fine, but my nose is really stuffed and that kinda makes me feel worse than I did when I was feeling weak, feverish, and it hurt to have clothes on. It's so much more distracting. Sitting down and ( Read more... )