I took my first Citalopram tonight. My doctor has me on that for depression, but I'm on birth control and a blood pressure medication for my migraines as well. She said it would probably take a couple weeks to kick in, so we'll see! I've been having a really good couple weeks and was debating going on it at all, but then I realized that in a few ( Read more... )

I'm going to a psychiatrist because I started cutting myself again! I honestly don't even know why. I've never been to this kind of doctor before. Shit I've only been to a doctor doctor once in the past ten years or so. I'm terrified ( Read more... )

I had a really depressing post about wrecking my scooter and being on hydrocodone for a week, but then Miley Cyrus twerking at the VMAs happened so now I have this to post instead.


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Man, I started my period yesterday and usually the first 16ish hours are the worst, so I thought I could go out today and help a friend of mine with his field work out in the woods, but of course any plan I hatch is going to end with me embarrassed in some way. YOLO I guess, but man. And I feel like a fucker for just taking off and pretending not ( Read more... )

Just because I have nowhere else to talk about all the feeeeeeeelings Pacific Rim has given me, I'ma talk about them here.

I didn't know who on earth Charlie Day was until I saw the movie, and now Charlie Day with glasses and full sleeve tattoos is my number one man crush. I've been writing hella nasty Newt Gieszler porn for the past few days. The ( Read more... )

Last week I asked for a link to a fanfiction on a whim, and on a whim I was introduced to the One Direction band(?) I guess they are a boy band. Given zero exposure to this band(?) prior to reading porn of them, I learned the names, but didn't know the faces ( Read more... )

Welp, I signed up for school last night. I'm going to be working on an Associate of Arts in Teaching, with a focus on middle school language arts and social sciences. So there we go, I'm finally going to start work on the rest of my life ( Read more... )

My life is so by the numbers these days that it's kind of hard to, I guess, journal on the regular. Nothing notable really happens to me! Goodness am I happier with nothing happening to me than with a ton of things happening to me though ( Read more... )

It's been a super busy month, but I haven't really gotten a ton accomplished beyond reading a bunch of awful vampire romance books. Busy in a leisurely way would be a better way to describe it ( Read more... )

This month has been pretty balls so far, but I've written a bunch and mostly! deweeded the old garden. I have herbs and some japalenos planted, as well as a strawberry patch set up around the side of the house. I just wish it would finally get warm ( Read more... )