have you ever been told that u have no face that ur fat and that ur not even a little bit attractive and then told that u have no fear and u are unique and spunky by the same person in the same day in the same conversation well i have and it makes u feel like the world in lieing on ur stomach and that ur splien is trying to crawl through ur throat ( Read more... )

ONE ON ONE ( Read more... )

He was my first and as of now the last ( Read more... )

He's in my dreams ( Read more... )

i went to a movie with my brother today and yeah we talked about the situation and of course i told him it didnt matter and then of course liz asked me and i said i didnt care and now she's all "you chicken shit you made me look like an evil bitch" i just dont want to be involved i dont know what to do i dont approve but it could be sooo much worse ( Read more... )

ok let me explain the last entry. well i found out on friday night that my brother is having serious problems and my adopted brother is too. My parents were really concerned about me because i love both of them so much. I did my whole im fine dance and my parents actually bought it so they left to go to a church conference in pennsylvania. my ( Read more... )

well my life has fallen apart

wow i havent done this in so amazingly long but i dont really care i love that life always makes me wonder y i do the things i do so i dont need what i want and i dont want wut i cant have anymore ok so heres my life so far this week

SUNDAY: i went to church which was boring but i got to see my friend Robbie and that was good because he was sad ( Read more... )