so almost a year has passed since i last wrote in this thing and i know the only one who will read this is mere, so this is to her ( Read more... )

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so this is the first non poetry entry in a while and since im pretty sure that im the only one who reads this i think ill just write down my current situation on paper or virtual paper i guess. ok here goes.... so my mom had her 12 and 13 surgery today and made it through fine but she's gonna be in the hospital overnight i felt really bad last ( Read more... )

lol i just realized that if anyone read this they would totally think that im like majorly suicidal so just to clearify im not ( Read more... )

i told him. now both of them know. and i remember back when i had both and now i screwed it up so i have neither. count on me to ruin my own life. he asked me y i dont have a boyfriend now he can answer himself. he said and i quote "your wonderin with what happened with u me and him y u cant get and hold a man" exactly exactly exactly. and now i ( Read more... )

i can bearly type my fingers feel like they are full of lead i am sick to my stomach i wish i could crawl into a hole and die u want to know y ( Read more... )

I <3 speedy hehe but dont tell
if you ever want me to smile just say his name
guarenteed ill smile