I'm getting married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As of next May my name is going to be Mrs. Patina Ann Berardi!!!!!

I have come to realize that my life is boring. Chad and I are like an old married couple, which I don't really mind, but I see how boring it is. Of course it'll get more exciting when we're actually married, which I believe will happen in the future, don't know when but if I believe it will happen. Okay that sounded bad, like I might force him, ( Read more... )

So then...yet again me n' Chad have been talking about marriage. And it seems like it's in the cards for sometime in the near future. Maybe even next summer. But I'm just gonna take it as it comes becuase I don't want to get ahead of myself just to be disappointed, even though at this point I'm pretty sure Chad's the one and he won't disappoint ( Read more... )

something's goin' on, something not good. I feel really beat up, not physically, just everything else. When I step back and look at everyting that's goin' on in my life it seems as though I have nothing to really be upset about. I'm not even sure I'm upset but something's not right and it's making me very sad. I just want to cry all the time it ( Read more... )

Chad's been talking about marriage again, a lot more though. I really like it though. It's exciting, 'cause we'll probably get married next summer after he graduates. His parents are prolly takin' everyone to Cancun for Christmas and I always tell Chad to have fun when he goes and he always says that I'd be goin' too and I wouldn't have to pay ( Read more... )

Only 2 weeks until I getta go down to Clint!!!! I'm so excited!!!!

I'm so excited it's only a few more weeks before I getta go to El Paso and see everyone. I felt kinda bad today. Felecia, Michelle, and I were hangin' out in the living room listenin' to Bob Marley, and Felecia had just made brownies. Michelle n' I got to thinking how perfect it would be if those were special brownies. We both got kinda sad ( Read more... )

ONLY 4 MORE DAYS OF CLASS LEFT!!!!

I sprained my ankle today. It sux, 'cause I can't workout, I can't do anything. I had to trade cars with Chad since it's my left foot so I can't drive my car but I can drive his truck since it's automatic. I'm happy that Michelle is my roommate though cause she's a grad student for athletic training so she knows things, helpful things. I finally ( Read more... )

So I'm goin' home well to Clint, TX in a month to go n' see all my good ol' friends. I am so excited. I haven't seen Rachael n' them since August. I had the oppurtunity to go to San Antonio and float the Guadalupe with Chad and his bro and some other people, but I thought about it and it was at the same time that I wanted to go to Clint so I ( Read more... )