So then I was writing this poem and after it as finished I read it over and it sounds like I wrote my wedding vows. Not that I'm gettin' married anytime soon or that I'm even engaged but it was only meant to be a poem and I think it really could be one's wedding vows, moreso mine. Here it is, tell me if you agree or just what you think ( Read more... )

     So then I decided on what I am gettin' Chad for Valentines Day...a watch, a nice Fossil watch. I am happy with my decision for a while I remember him saying something about needed a nice watch to wear out so he wouldn't have to wear his sports watch. It's practical, cause he needs one, yet it's sentimental cause it's from me on Valentine's Day ( Read more... )

Cool icon huh... I stole it, hehe.

Valentine's Day is comin' up, I'm really excited. I'm not so sure why, I guess 'cause it's also gonna have been 6 months on Valentine's Day, how cool is that.  I'm just so happy with the way everything is going with him right now. I love him so much. And he's just so damn good to me. I will admit though I am one ( Read more... )

So I'm not gonna drink for a couple of months until my birthday that is. Things got kinda outta hand last night. I've been pukin' all day well it stopped around 4pm or so. I'm hungry and want food but I'm scared to risk it, I've finally been able to keep crackers down so yeah I don't wanna take the chance. I have a black eye too, apparently its ( Read more... )

          I got this email today and it was one of those "quiz your friends" thing so I took it and it was Ricky's so I figured why not I'll just see how much I know or if it was even a serious quiz. So I took it and one of the questions was "If you are truly in love, when is it time to say enough is enough" and his answer was NEVER so that made me ( Read more... )

My BOOBS ARE GROWING...YET AGAIN...SO EXCITED!!!!!!

        Last night was great!!! Hung out with Michelle n' Felecia n' Kaylynn or however you may spell it. Kaylan that looks better anyway she's Felecia's cousin and was in town for the weekend. I met some new people like Matt, Michael, Jacob, and Jimmy. They're all pretty cool except Jimmy, he's okay but not so much. Matt's real cool. We were ( Read more... )

So I wrote a couple if days ago but my computer was updating something and automatically restarted so yeah that was all lost.

Because it was a couple of days ago and I don't remember exactly what I wrote I'm not even gonna attempt trying to remember it all. I do however, remember that it was long, if any of y'all cared that is.

Well, school ( Read more... )

So I've made a big huge decision. I'm cuttin' Ricky out, for a while at least. With him around I'm scared to allow myself to love again, afraid that he's gonna make me feel like shit in some way that he has no right to but for some reason is still able to. I just need time away from him completely, to let myself repair and recover from the shit he' ( Read more... )

So I'm in love with Chad, here's a little something I wrote today to better explain it ( Read more... )