So yeah remember how I said I didn't feel to bad about the whole Chad thing...but on my way home from work tonight I felt really really bad. He's just such a nice guy, why'd I have to do that to him. Even though we're still cool it just sux 'cause he really cared for me a lot, and I really had no feelings for him but I really do care about him as a ( Read more... )

Alright I'm gonna break it off with Chad on Tuesday simply because that is when I will actually have time to do it. I gave it time to see if it was just because I was really annoyed with things last week and if that was the problem. But I have come to find that it's just not gonna work, he's not really my type, although damn he has a nice body and ( Read more... )

WOOHOO!!!! I getta see Zech n' Hannah Saturday and next weekend I'm more than likely goin' to Dallas next weekend to see Erin n' Mary for Erin's 21st bday party WOOHOO!!! And on Friday of next week I'm gonna stop at my bro's on my way to Dallas and stay there so I getta see my bro too!!!! Damn life is good right now.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DAVID!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN YOU'RE OLD. I'm not sure I'm goin' with Chad to that wedding. We talked about it last night and he's totally cool with it, but at the same time I can tell he's kinda not. But it's alright I got a couple of weeks to decide. He's soooooooo sweet. Last night I stayed at his house, because we're both always so ( Read more... )

I'm starting to become sorta attached to Chad which I guess is a good thing because it means I really do like him which I already knew, I just hate it when I start depending on other people, it really really really bugs me. 'Cause when they go away you're left all sad and wanting them to be there, and that is no fun, no fun at all. So yeah I'm ( Read more... )

Alright so Chad asked me to go to his cousin's wedding with him in October. You know how in high school when you're dating someone you really already know their family or you at least meet them and see them a few times a month or so. Well now in college you generally meet people from outta town and if you date them you never really see their family ( Read more... )

I HAVE PREVAILED!!!! Mary as you know you were down about something and wasn't really sure what it was since everything in your life seemed to finally be goin' the way you wanted it to. Well as of today you said you were over the whole Justin thing. And as you already know I've been over Ricky for a while but it seemed like he still liked me a bit ( Read more... )

Life is good, school is school, we're havin' a party this weekend, that'll be fun. Me n' Chad are doin' good. hmmm what else do you need to know....or do I feel like allowing you to know...? Well I guess that's it, oh yes I think I made my mom real sad because I said I'm not goin' to see 'em again 'til Thanksgivin' and that the only place I'd ( Read more... )

Boys....hmmm what to say about them I'm not really sure. A couple of days ago I was talking to my 2 good friends David and Josh about them. And well since they're both boys you think they'd know a little something about it. But as usual they were no help...just kiddin' David. But just talking to them made me realize that I don't needa really think ( Read more... )

oh yes, me n' my roommates worked it out, and they kinda teamed up on me like I expected but I just blew it off, cause I'm cool like that...:D but we're good to go now. we discussed it all and we're good, so since mary said she'd really like to go to tech but won't i guess i'm stuck there anyway. bye now