Last night i dreamed i killed a cartoon spider. It was blue and i tore its little legs off so it couldn't stop me from where i needed to go. :(

When i was five, i dreamed i was crawling backwards in my flooded backyard, unable to move as spiders with monstrous bodies crawled closer and closer.

In my dream, you were distant, as you are now ( Read more... )

I know everyone is unique ( Read more... )

I feel like he was in my dreams last night. I feel like he’s a lot closer to my mind than he usually is. Like I just got a hug…but that was back two years ago, when I last saw him - When I could last write ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Julia!!

Pretty girl with all the rings and the long black hair...
I miss your piano playing.

Static between breaths ( Read more... )

Im sick of everyone being an asshole, get over yourselves.

and happy friday the 13th!

"oh lauren i saw this man on the bus the other day and he made me so sad i nearly cried right there. i've really wanted to tell someone that but i don't know. i don't know why i'm even telling you now. he had a builders luminous yellow waistcoat on and his arms were covered in cement dust. but you know what made me sad what just made me want to die ( Read more... )

"...but i was thinking today, you know how you wouldn't notice your foot (for example) unless it hurt? You wouldn't be like...mm...my foot feels nice :)
so...maybe when something hurts for no apparent reason it's because it needs attention.
or maybe im just insane."
- julia

Wouldn’t it be strange if id already lost my mind?

I think about it every once in a while…

What if those times I thought I came so close, I didn’t really pull myself back.

What if the fact that I’m here alone in this room is just an illusion I live in, and there are people sitting beside me
watching me...

I guess none of this fucking homework ( Read more... )