its like every time i feel like things are gonna be better for a second the sky drops a rock on my foot. I have the weekend off which i was obber excited about until an hour ago when i realized that more than likely im gonna be spending it wishing i was at work. I could really use some sunny days to lift my spirits back up cause i cant stop ( Read more... )

for fuck sakes do I reall still have this journal? the same fucking one i made when i was 14.... christ.

so....same shit different day. It's like I keep getting older but nothing ever changes.

at least the sun is out

so gj died....i no longer have a journal :(....so i have to resort to using this one ( Read more... )

tomarrow i take my philosophy final, I really dig the material, i like learning new things especally when it changes my perseption of the world and modivates me to evaluate my self and change.....but, i would of never took the class if i new how intense it was and how the much reading the actcual works would hurt my brain ( Read more... )

HOW THE FUCK IS EVERYONE DOING?

i havent seen anyone in a long time and quite honestly i dont know if i care either way..but i'm gonna try

i'm so bored with my life it's rediculous nothing makes me happy i just dont care

i eat sleep go to work read books i've never read so many books in such a short period of time in my entire life, thats all i do i have no motivation to do anything else it is my fault

blah blah blah

I think I'm sad...I don't even know

so I have to turn in my final before 5:30 I think i did ok i hope i get a B, it took fucking forever and self control not to hang out with kris and spoon and fucking finish it...I'm so excited for next semester....i feel like such a looser with how i go about going to school I'm sick of feeling like I'm doing nothing with a life that I'm alreday ( Read more... )

i dont know anymore who is my friend and who isn't

yea I'm still alive i miss spoon and I miss kris and I miss laura

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i have 7 packets to read the text I'm sure is lengthy and ...borring...its a slow process I have till monday

I Did really good on my test 87 on the chap one test and supplements and a 100 on my vocab woop woop

i bought 2cd with the eric and we listend to hairspray

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