so lets update everyone on whats been going on in the last few months ( Read more... )

so i just signed my contract with colorado ballet or rather letter of intent...same diff. i talked to shelly earlier today and it was hard...easier than i imagined but nonetheless hard ( Read more... )

so yesterday i booked my flight home. i will be coming home on the 18th, mitch is picking me up in chicago yay! can anyone say i get the classic, just off the plane, (ok, technically not the gate...more like outside the security checkpoint) extremely passionate, movie-esque kiss?! ik you're jealous ( Read more... )

so um evaluations went well yesterday i didnt fall on my face!! yay! but i played it really safe...kinda wish i would have pulled out all the stops but i didnt want to mess up or make myself look bad uk? oh well its done...now i hopefully tonight i find out what im doing next yr. im not going to hold my breath though. hb says ill know a certain ( Read more... )

so hey guys ( Read more... )

so want the great news ( Read more... )

i seriously am crying so bad right now, thanks to mitch telling me that he's pretty sure he's not going to be able to come home for easter. it just broke my heart which he said i dont mean to break your heart but...and it did. its like the only thing getting me through hb right now...seeing him is all i want. and i wont get it, damn i dont even ( Read more... )

i was reading my old posts from my birthday and i made a resolution to not freak out anymore...hahah wow that didnt happen. but things are better i think. i def. freak out less but i have a long way to go still. everything will be alright well it is right now and i have a feeling that slowly but surely my little freak out sessions will fade away. ( Read more... )

mitch can be such a jerk, ik he's stressed out and tired but he's such an ass tonight. im sitting on this comp. crying. ive waited all damn day to talk to him and when i did i get the cold shoulder and get put down. this is just not how its supposed to be. and i dont understand why i have to be the one who gets hurt. ugh im such a drama queen but ( Read more... )

ok so me and mitch were doing so well no more of this petty fighting until i create a heated discussion about how im pissed bc my parents didnt put more money in my account. but i was pissed aobut ...maybe i should have been a little bit more sensitive to the fact that mitch was just told he owed the government 200 additional bucks for taxes. i ( Read more... )