I'm in the process of making all of my journal posts private--until I find a program that can do that automatically, it will take a while. I would just delete the whole thing, but I'd rather keep it for reference--this is the reason for the super old entries coming up.

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Sluggishly, Raymond lifted his swollen eyelids. A Sudden but slight change in the physics of a splintering, sand-colored bench he had for so long called his home had awoken him. His jowls seemed to creak as he slivered his mouth open to say ( Read more... )

alone is the best way to be
free from caring
you'll never see these people again.

If i die tomorrow, i would be a stranger today. Just for a day, what did you think of me that day?

If i were to die tomorrow, and you knew i would, what would you tell me today?

( MY NEW HAIR!!!! )

we had a bbq at vanessas last night... i brought finkle, veggie and fruitloop... we got their right awn time... haha. it was pretty fun... ryan and dan showed up.. then said they had made plans... so they left (only to go to dans house) and came back extremely late... everyone left and it was me ryan lisa and dan... it was pretty cool... then lisa ( Read more... )

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I feel slightly depressed... but not in a sad way... i feel more... uncomfortable with my certain reality. I was talking to JJ about it. What struck me was a picture i found about a year ago. Ben and I were posing happily in the photograph... my dad being all "expert photographer" about it. I hung the picture up on my shelf because it made me ( Read more... )

T_T... my tortious died. no, not andy gaynor. My real one died T_T... it had a resp. infection or something... *cry*