i feel relieved right now. i'm done, i've cut off that person who's caused so much pain in my life. i'm smarter now, i won't let it happen again. fuck guys, fuck girls, fuck relationships. you don't need them, no one does, they just screw with your mind and make you think and act differently. when you're alone, you are who you are, there's no ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in forever, so here are a few pictures from my 19th birthday party


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is life so goddamned horrible that drugs are the only way out? i don't understand why this has become such a popular thing in the past few weeks. i'm losing friends because of it. what's wrong with you people? get a fucking life.

You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life’s pleasures as much as you can.

“Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!”

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Hedonism
80%
Existentialism
70%
Justice (Fairness)
50%
Nihilism
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i hate my life so fucking much. i sound like a prepubescent child, but i really really do. it seems like everything in my life goes awry all at the same time. i have nothing, nothing to look forward to, no reason to wake up in the morning besides to appease my mother, and no life at all. i quit my job, yelled at my manager, broke up with my ( Read more... )

it's weird what people do when they're bored....i'm bored, but i'm not doing anything weird. i'm hungry...

i slowly look up from my book on the picnic table to see a face i used to know. now its unfamiliar, but it still makes me tired. not the kind of tired you feel after running a mile, but the kind of tired that makes you want to close your eyes and, not sleep, but dream. i stare a while and wonder if you see me, but i don't really want you to, ( Read more... )

i'm so bored. i'm skipping class right now. you know what? i love tyler. i spent some time with him this weekend. it was a little weird. yeah, well... i don't want to say too much cuz he might actually read this. hee, hee. i love you!

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The absence of you in my life has lead me to hour long daydreams. today in algebra i imagined the pouring rain, you on your front step and i'm standing in your yard. i told you i was sorry for everything and i just wanted you to know that i love you and i care about you. i really do. do you know what you said? " see ya round" as you turned your ( Read more... )