"AAAAAAAAAAH FUCK!!! I CAN"T FUCKING BREATH! PLEASE PLEASEI'M SORRY I'M SO SORRY I'M SORRY!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"shhhhh....baby shhhh i'm here i'm sorry its ok i didn't mean too shhh its ok let me see it...."

awkward between the shift of fear and comfort she takes hold and rocks me
she needs me

falling asleep in ( Read more... )

the cold metal runs across playing my body like a violin the symphony begins to play and the score is left in my skin.this piece is complicated it has its ups and downs its not fnished though i wish it was the sound of it hurts its screaming in my head but the fiddler continues to stroke away at what isn't there anymore anyways so why does it ( Read more... )

in the perviouse entry i do bleive that the idea of the pronouns i used have been copy written so i would like to thank my dear pirate for the use of the idea and i love him...thanks for everything

 
Gender, in common usage, refers to the differences between men and women. Encyclopædia Britannica notes that gender identity is "an individual's self-conception as being male or female, as distinguished from actual biological sex."[1] Although gender is commonly used interchangeably with sex, within the social sciences it often refers to ( Read more... )

 so yeah the random shit that ferris and i come up with.... this morning i wake up and we are talking about how my moms makin Reuben sandwichs and he was all "so i heard that the reuben comes from Nebraska...like it was invented here..." and i was like "no way i'll google it..." and sure enough...

the Reuben sandwich was invented in 1920 at a hotel ( Read more... )

i love things the way they are going i am playing out life and i want to see what happens i think i made a good choice for myself for once and yeah i love it idk but it feels like i can acutally do soemthing with myself now that i have eased up on a lot of things.... i'm pretty carefree anymore and i love it..... yeah this so isn't me i guess ( Read more... )

i'm in like with somebody and i'm in love with somebody what do i do? what don't i do? some things aren't good but then with the other they are wonderful and idk god i'm so confussed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everything is just so up in the air my parents aren't helping aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate this god whey can't for once ( Read more... )

 i'm falling apart and i hate it

 i have so much to hide about school and how i'm flunking out horribly and i'm such a mess right now.... sitting in the total darkness of my room with no light accept my computer that i can't even see becuase my eyes are full of tears that haven't been here for a while...i'm fucking bawling and i havn't even cried in a long time no less bawl and ( Read more... )

things just aren't going the way i picutred it anymore things just don't work out the way we want them too i guess....

FUCK!