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Size 2 pants really do fit me now, but I feel like I'm a fat person trying to squish into a smaller size so I still buy 4's. I like my pants to be looser on me anyways, it makes me uncomfortable thinking that people can see my flab ( Read more... ) -
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I purged for the first time in months about 5 minutes ago. I cried really hard. I couldn't believe that I was revisiting something that pretty much ruined my life, and so many negative things came from it. I hated being in that situation again. But I did it, and I feel guilty because I enjoyed it.
