First off everyone dreds finals but there are two reasons. The obvious one. You think you are not prepare or you didn't prepare. And then there is the dred because its really the end. I'm experiencing the latter. After 11 o'clock am tomorrow morning some ppl will walk out of my life forever. I have that strange numbing feeling spreading ( Read more... )

I feel like a ton of brick is slowly pressing down on my chest. The pressure builds up and suddenly it escapes in funny dances and singing and furious writing bits. I am emotionally unstable. I don't want to write about it or think about it, but you should know.

OK, so paper due friday, still haven't finished it and it pretty much NEEDs to be in by tomorrow at 5!!! In fact I am only half way through my first aurgument!!!! Its only 10:30, and I have started papers after 11 and still passed them by 5 the next day, BUT I can't seem to concentrate, nor care about this paper in the least. I love discussing ( Read more... )

22 days till I'm back in the states, this makes me sad and happy. Right now I am an emotional mess, between leaving and coming and work and I've got a cold too!!! I can't concentrate, can't sleep, I even don't want to eat chocolate. I just want to curl up on my bed and listen to Missy Higgins...what does that make me. Thirsty Merc and Grinspoon ( Read more... )

This was one of the best night in Townsville. Out with the theatre boys, and two other girls. Seeing a really great band and a stellar performance. Autographs, even being asked to go back with the band, which we did for a little while. Gosh. I honestly can't get over how happy and how pumped up I am right now!!! I knew song lyrics sand along ( Read more... )

So I was thinking today how sucky it has suddenly become to leave this place. Then after a fantastic day of soccer I won both my games even though JFC Animals lost and will not be going to the finals, I went to bible study and suddenly it hit me like a ton of bricks how torn i was about leaving...so a few tear fell, then during prayer I started ( Read more... )

I don't want to get into the details because it might spoil the memories but, PDD was great, lots of pictures, lots of laughs, lots of good food and free drinks...a night to remember for oh so many reasons! I will honestly miss Australia and I know reverse culture shock will hit me hard.

So last night was great. I went to the Uni Club and Brett and Zeke were there so I ended up ditching the girls i went with and hung out with them instead. In my opinion it was a good idea, because they were gushing about boys and well I wasn't into that last night. So we just sat had a coupla drinks talked, laughed, sang, smiled...PERFECT! Boys ( Read more... )

I just need to say that I love life tonight. I went to the club and hung out with the techies again and oh how fabulous. I was in Australian life. NO Americans. I saw the Butler crew come in and I wanted to laugh. It is funny. I mean that is cool that they all stayed friends but for me going to see Thirsty Merc in concert next wednesday, a ( Read more... )

So, life just gets better and better for me, and that somehow makes me sad. If my last month here were miserable I would have a much easier time leaving, but not now. Not with my awesome friends, and ballroom dancing, and music, and soccer, and well i can't seem to do anything wrong or make my self unhappy. I have everything right now. Last ( Read more... )