Ok, so Colby frequently serves potato puffs at Breakfast, but they don't call them that. That really bugs me, they are not homefriends or hashbrowns or anything they are POTATO PUFFS ( Read more... )

Its only Wednesday I still have two midterms and finishing up a paper, and I want to take a nap or a shower, or have 15 minutes to go and get a good cup of coffee or any coffee or food for that matter that I am not eat or drinking while running to class or my laptop or work or a meeting for my death...I just don't see a reason for any of this ( Read more... )

I feel so drained right now, the opposite of content...It is a new form of stress that I have not experienced, because I so badly want to do well for everything to come out but I know that freaking out won't help and I am so much so exhausted mentally, physically, I just need a break, an hour, a day for myself to listen to music, and watch a movie ( Read more... )

Still trying to cope with the question: If you are saying everything are you living a lie? By not saying something out right are you being deceptive. Does it have to do with motive. I am not talking about little things either like tell ppl you have a headache, but big things, like faith and emotions and such. If by not telling someone you have ( Read more... )

So, I've been getting over/recovering from my need to please everyone, I know right, my ultra people pleasing tendencies are wearing away. Not to say I will kick a poor person on the street or don't think about others only myself, but the little things, like being a doormat to Ballroom dance, or the like, just won't/don't happen anymore, or well ( Read more... )

So, I am totally in the lib and not really wanting to write my spanish response paper but I should becasue literally I am like failing the class, but three cheer for taking it pass fail so its not like I need to kill myself to get a good grade I just need to pass and that will be possible or it better be or I will cry. Speaking of crying I feel ( Read more... )

Pretty much right now Life is pretty darn sweet! I mean I have probably been more happy in the past six months that like the rest of my life (expect maybe when I was in Kindergarden and my name keep getting pulled first for choices). And the best things is that it hasn't been "perfect." Unlike before when everything needed to be right for life ( Read more... )

I can't really describe this feeling. I would say empty but that makes it seem like my life is unfulfilling. I would say its black, but that would imply sadness. I would say that its pressure, but for once I feel liberated. I can't descibe it but its there. This feeling in me. Its not that I feel like I lost my place at Colby, or Malden, Or ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm back at Colby. Living in the quiet dorm, already have 7,000 things to do and I'm almost happy. Of course I want to back in Australia where the weather is nice, the ppl are nice, the classes are challenging but not as in your face, its ideal for bike transportation, I can go catch a beer ith friends and watch a rugby game, where cricket ( Read more... )

You know what is worse than free falling...those few agonizing momement before when you are struggling to hold on. I'm trying to be strong, fighting to be brave, carrying my head up high. I want to let go, but its human instinct to hold on. Holding on for a another couple weeks.