i started off the day in a TERRIBLE mood and decided to just hole away in my room with edward cullen for the whole day (yesss breaking dawn) but decided to force myself to go to the bank first, and in going to the bank ended up going to wildberries and running into three people i knew including one hippie who just came back from peru, one guy with ( Read more... )

all i want to do is smile and yell and explode and sing "i am woman hear me roar" for hours and hours and hours on end. This turned out so unexpectedly beautiful.

basically life as ive known it for the past two years/expected it to be for the rest of my life just ended.
............and i have absolutely nothing to say.

Even though I am like covered in sweat and looking like a bush woman and exhausted I always feel so happy and hopeful after teaching the littles. they are SO beautiful and un-self conscious and whole heartedly loving and watching them start becoming aware of their bodies and move and dance is the most adorable and wonderful thing in the world! i ( Read more... )

ARGHHHHH i HATE society......

my myspace is always PLASTERED with ads asking me how much i need to get skinny and showing me what i "should" look like and suggesting this and that new diet product and pill and exercise plan and I wrote them about it saying I felt like it was inappropriate--obviously, no change....its myspace im sure they dont read ( Read more... )

finshed. released. three jobs next semester- babysitting, servas, teaching pre-ballet ahhhhhhhhh AND on top of it choreographing and taking senior seminar....i hate drunk poasts but soehow i alwasy make them. glad to be done and happy to be alive.

if prop 8 passes......i don't even know. I am appalled that it is even on the ballot.
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found the cd. found some inspiration. gonna go to school and fuckin catch up instead of sit here complaining about it. i also found a cow bonnet complete with ears, which i am now wearing. today will be fine. i will be fine,

ACKKKKKKKK brett tried to wake me up this morning and told me it was 7 and i was soooo confused and went back to sleep and then woke up fucking realizing 7 is when i get up and it is now 825 and im missing my class that i READ FOR LAST NIGHT WHICH MAKES ME SO IRRITATED. and on that note i am only taking 4 classes but somehow am overwhelmed for NO ( Read more... )

I WANT A BABY SO BAD I CAN'T STAND IT ( Read more... )