never get a boyfriend, because when you break up and he starts being a dick, then it all becomes worthless.

I find it hard to deal with people who aren't like me. Especially when I'm stressed out. But I guess if there weren't lazy people, there'd be no standard with which to compare. Fuck. I really need A/C in this house, or I'm going to blow up on someone, probably Serg.

having a boyfriend is just a lot of uncertainty.
it's kinda weird being super-sensitive about what someone else thinks again.
and having expectations about how they should act. just plain wheird.

right on time.

well i'm just too damn cold to type anything...back at school. space heater. smallest shower in the world. good roommates. just hoping for the best, hoping nothing happens.

wish i had me a ginger. even if they don't have souls.

http://uncyclopedia.wikia.com/wiki/Ginger

I need a man.

coming home was not what i wanted it to be. aka it sucks really bad. i'd say i officially have no home now, as living in both places makes me physically ill.
i just hate everything right now. maybe that's because for the past month, i haven't been able to eat a goddamn thing without being in pain for hours afterwards. or maybe it's the shitty

it's embarrassing to admit but if i have even a couple hours of free time, i feel like i'm a loser or something. my speech class got canceled, so that means i finally have a free night to myself. i have like ten pages to read in one of my books, but i am home-free. but for some reason, that just makes me uncomfortable instead of ecstatic, like it ( Read more... )

Everything about this room is brand fuckin' new. Brand SPANKING new. As Summer Roberts said in one episode of Season 2, your room is an expression of your inner self. So I'm gonna use this opportunity here to start over and re-aquaint (sp?) myself with Gainesville and all its inhabitants. Today, coming home from dinner at El Norteno, basically Ay ( Read more... )

i hate everything about myself.