I feel relevant ( Read more... )

In my mind im really cool. Very smooth, very confident and always in control. In real life, im a train wreck of insecurity, self doubt and the perpetual need to shit myself from being so nervous and anxious. Im a real catch. ::face palm ( Read more... )

I think it's a right of passage now to be my friend. To let me down. And im not being over dramatic with the " you said you'd call and never did " type of let down, i mean, let down in the sense of having an overall expectation of someone as a person, investing time and care into how they feel what they think, their dreams, their goals, their ( Read more... )

I have a lot of dead emotional baggage. Just a lot of stupid things that i let bog me down way to much. Those little things, that i used to be able to just brush off, but the last couple months, i couldn't shake. Well, until now. I just kinda woke up the other day and said fuck it. I haven't felt this much like myself in a very long time. I guess ( Read more... )

I want to reflect on some things that have happened to me recently. First off, suddenly i find my self more aware and able to spell. I don't know why, i don't know how. I still screw up lots of words, but for some odd reason, as of late, I have been correcting my own stuff before i publish a messed up word. ::shrugs:: This goes hand in hand with my ( Read more... )

i dont think there is quite an experience as falling in love. Roller coasters, deep dish pizza, a flying forearm to the face or even a beautiful one timer from the point that scores.....pale in comparison. Falling in love is so much more than feeling. It's commitment to well being, it's respect of another person so deep, it's the want, the need and ( Read more... )

i hate coming home to my cat. dont get me wrong, i love my cat. he's my buddy. but i hate feeling empty, no not empty, i have many wonderful friends and family and friends who are family who make me feel not empty, but loved. adored. respected to a degree. Incomplete. I think that's a better term. I feel incomplete. Id be a liar if i said there are ( Read more... )

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ive been dishing out advice a lot lately. It really harkens back to the days of being in school with matt, erick and ian. When everyone who had an issue came to me. The funny thing is, no one is coming to me directly, nor am i seeking out people. It's just casual conversation or simply catching up on lost time. I find myself giving out advice i ( Read more... )