so in case anyone forgot, yesterday my uncle greg tried to kill himself and was planning on me being the last person he ever talked too. Well, today has spoiled me again as my parents let myself and my brother know that their company has for the most part been crippled to the point of nonexistence. Plain and simple, they lost their job and now have ( Read more... )

My uncle Greg tried to commit suicide yesterday. He went as far as to leave a note. Jammed over 120 pills into his body and just, went to sleep. They found him passed out in the bathroom. Apparently he was really upset when he woke up cause he wasn't dead. He put all the blame on his only sister who is my mom, said he was pissed at my mom and that' ( Read more... )

Im going to write a book. Im going to depict all the amazing and less amazing and terrible emotional things ive had to deal with in the past 10 years. Speak of unbreakable friendships and shattered relationships. Some people aren't going to like it. I know some people are private and dont like their business being out there for the world to read. I ( Read more... )

A few random thoughts ( Read more... )

Saturday was fun. And by fun i mean horrifying and completely irritating. Woke up early to make myself lunch, didnt take as long as i had expected. I should probably point out why i was making lunch, i was on my way into work. Anyway, i was a bit early but figured why not head in early and get some shelving done. Stopped as the light turned red, ( Read more... )

I met a girl. ::blush ( Read more... )

I just got advice on how i can/should better my life...from my brother ( Read more... )

I had a good day today. Worked, played softball. We won both games. I've gotten a lot better. Still have major areas to work on, but I've gotten so much better ( Read more... )

Don't look my way. Im closing my doors for good this time.

You want back in? To fucking bad.

It's closing time, sorry, no exceptions.

Here is to blissful ignorance and tolerant apathy.

I really don't care anymore.

Good night.

::bows::

( Decided to be creative with this journal entry...to express my feelings and since they do reflect a lot of 2003, i took snippets from different entries and put together a whole journal entry. Hope You Enjoy ( Read more... )