Finally! Next weekend! PRAISE THE LORD!!!! I've been waiting about 8 years for this moment and its finally happening. Sarah, our dog, my cat and I will be moving into our first apartment. Its beautiful, spacious and in an awesome neighborhood near my school and all the stores. I can't even explain how perfect this is going to be ( Read more... )

Also, Starting this month I've been off my anti depressants and anxiety meds for the first time since I was 13. I'm 20 now so it's been a LONG TIME COMING. I'm dealing with everything extremely well. So many changes have been happening...

The short version is that Sarah and I are moving out, and we found a dream house that we are waiting on to hopefully be ours. 
Yeah, big change from when I last wrote a few weeks ago. But the thing is, we are so miserable at home. So we've decided to move out, but to keep saving up for Canada. We decided that its better to move out and work hard to ( Read more... )

Well, I am really second guessing being a teacher. Even more than I was before. I just have to see if I can handle the biology career. (My math skills are HORRIBLE). And when I say horrible I mean that right now I understand math at a middle school level. With biology I would have to take a ton of chemistry classes. So I want to see if I work hard ( Read more... )

SO! A huge amount of things have been going on ( Read more... )

So I'm sick right now. I'm missing school for the first time today which is upsetting me because I get so anxious about it. I'm also tired and have been emotional lately because of the normal things that have been going on in my family since the beginning of time. I'm getting tired of being strong and being a hero all the time. For once I just want ( Read more... )

My first day was allright. I think I did okay for a beginner. Some of the things I have to learn seem really complicated but everyone seems really helpful. I'm trying not to mess up too much and embaress myself though. A few people that I work with know that I'm gay because someone asked me aboust my engagement ring. I planned on keeping it a ( Read more... )

Red Lobster is an awesome place to work for. I can get full health, vision and dental benefits even as a part tuime employee and the pay is awesome considering I'll be just standing there greeting people. I'M SO EXCITED. When I went in yesterday I didn't start my job training yet, I just signed a bunch of things and made my schedule for this week ( Read more... )

Today is my first day of work. Ever. And I'm 20 years old. I know, its pathetic but it couldnt be helped because of my issues with walking. Now that I'm healed from surgery I am SO EXCITED. And now me and Sarah can think about moving out together or just traveling. Oh yeah, were not on a break anymore. I hope shes serious about being responsible ( Read more... )

and I got hired at Red Lobster. I've wanted/needed a job for years but working would have been hard for me with my feet issues. Now that I'm all healed from surgery I'm so thankful and excited to have a job. But now everything else sucks. I'm not usually this negative but its really really hard to be positive in times like this :/.