i hate him ihate him i hate him! i'm SO sick of retard grant screwing everything up for me. now mari like hates me cuz he said that rusty is upset cuz i said stuff. i haven't said SHIT! i HATE him! i'm going to win. i'm going to make sure he doesn't go to niagara. i WILL. he will pay for screwing shit up. mari thinks he's the best guy in ( Read more... )

meh. grant is a retard i hate him. i wish he would DIE ( Read more... )

Ashley, that matt guy worries me. i don't know what to think of him.. i don't like him touching me. i am NOT a touchy feely kind of person. how do i make him see that without being mean? what would chante do....? lol she would probably be mean though. agh! i don't want HIM to like me i want DEAN to like me. GRRRR ( Read more... )

I don't know if this is just a crush, or if i'm inlove. I don't feel like i know him well enough to be inlove with him, but maybe... that's why i love him? Maybe it's because i always want to know more about him. I try to learn what i can but i want to learn it FROM him. i want to hear his voice, i love listening to him talk. I love watching ( Read more... )

my mom is being really retarded and it's for no reason. she yelled at me for drinking 2 of the 4 coolers. i left 2 for her and she was like "are you going to save me any?" and i was like DUH! there's 2 left! and she got all pissy. ((and i didn't drink them at the same time, i drank one one night and another last night ( Read more... )

AGH! I got an icon, but now i want to change my background. I need HELP. I guess i'll eventually figure it out. If Ashley can do it, I can do it! :)
Anyways, i think i'm finally ready to go home. maybe. i want to eat at mcdonald's but i'm too poor. lol

i have to peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i'm doing the pee dance in my chair...!!!! so i can't write. write more later! peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I have a journal! How exciting. We'll see if i update it as often as Xanga.
I'm in CIS right now. **joy** i wonder if my professor will freak out today... lol
i'm excited about working out today.. i need to get in shape! anyways, later!