my life's meaning...

Oct 29, 2005 17:53

So i've decided that my life is not meant to be filled with relationships. I have so much love to give in one, and i have always wanted one, but i guess that's why i'm not meant to have one. I guess there are just people in this world that aren't meant to be with anyone, they're meant for something deeper, something more altruistic. I am finally ( Read more... )

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peachesnccreme5 October 30 2005, 04:19:40 UTC
eh. lol. I know it sounds rash, but it's what i want right now, and i rarely change my mind about big things like this...yeah, sure, if the right guy comes along, maybe i'll change my mind, but as of now, i'm staying the way i am.

<3,
Alex

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peachesnccreme5 October 30 2005, 05:30:43 UTC

This still doesn't really have anything to do with a decision i've made based on what my life has given me, it really has nothing to do with the fact that i will find people, because chances are, i will, it has to do with me as a person. I'm not the type of person to sustain a relationship, nor do feel that it's necessary for me to be in one, i'm content with helping others, and that's what i really want in life. Sure, there will be a void like i said, but it's easily ignored. I don't need that type of love anymore. I really don't think it's "extreme", i think that it's a way of life that i want to choose, because i'm now finding that romance just complicates my mind and clutters me from seing what i really want: to serve the world as best i can. Anyways, that's my speil (sp?).

<3,
Alex

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miziket October 30 2005, 07:29:16 UTC
hey you know my view on this just live life to the fullest what you think is best, but if that guys comes around (and trust me they are out there) grab em and never let go

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zombieghoul October 31 2005, 02:50:22 UTC
i know exactly how you feel. the only difference is....im not ok with it yet.

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d0itashimashite October 31 2005, 05:29:10 UTC
pshaw, your "love"'s gone better than mine. I dunno what the fuck is wrong with me...I need one of those "nice" guys who'll put up with my craziness, but they always fall for sluts...oh well, I love ya! :)

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anonymous October 31 2005, 17:01:28 UTC
*wants a relationship with alex*

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peachesnccreme5 November 1 2005, 06:13:39 UTC
who is this?

<3,
Alex

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