everything was going great until tonight ( Read more... )

( ‘A core of enough’ friendships remind you you survived )

So it's been a while...

Signed up for Marlins yesterday.  Talked to Patrick and Alex, then hung out with Blake.  I guess they won their meet today.

Overall, everything has been great.  A few problems here and there, but I'm truely happy for once.  Blake and I are doing well and I can finally say I love him and really mean it.  My birthday present ( Read more... )

"After high school what will you be doing?"I'll be traveling around for a year ( Read more... )

fuck swimming.
fuck the world right now.
fuck Dave.
fuck my hand hurts.
fuck x-rays.. i'm totally not getting one.

i totally said "i'm fucking sick of this to my dad today and he didn't care."

it was awesome.

my dad encouraged me to quit swimming today.

it was even more awesome.

Blake asked me out.  I <3 him.  He brought me flowers to my swim meet.  It was the cutest thing ever. Anyway... myspace is down because it hates me.. therefore i can't feed my addiction.

so i'll post a song cause I have nothing better to do:

How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my ( Read more... )

Note: angry rambling may occur.So I can't remember the last time that I cried before today. I hate crying in general, but I especially hate crying in front of other people. There's just something about it that makes me feel weak or inferior, although I know it is good to cry sometimes. I tend to cry over all the stupid shit though-- someone ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you ( Read more... )

hahaha.

I saw Ryan Bowman today.

He came up and talked to me, of all people...

Just thought you'd all like to know.

Now I'm going to get more food.

P.S. Snowhite is A.M.A.Z.I.N.G.

( pictures from tonight )