I herd today that i shouldnt let anyway get in the way of what i want... i believe it was heath legder talking to me from the grave in the movie ten thing i hate about you. But regardless i am in total compliance with his statement... until i realized the only person getting in my way is myself ( Read more... )

Whats the truth? I dont even know my truth, maybe thats why i find it hard to beleive the people around me, and maybe thats why i tend to blindly follow. The things i have done to myself and the people around me distcust me. I am a horrible human being, yet i will never say the truth because it has become so clouded by my decisions that i refuse to ( Read more... )

I turn my head to the east
I don't see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
Still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
Swallow that pill
That they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
The new me will be alright

now if people could realize we will never be who we were together the best we can wish for is friendship

so i had my 21st brithday! sweeeeeeeet ( Read more... )

just thinking

why do people fall out of love?

bordome, same old thing

or does true love really exsist?

WHY IS NOTHING IN MY LIFE NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my best friend/boyfriend/soul mate/ love of my life... is gone for 5 weeks.

and i geuss thats all i can really say about it.

but this sucks

and i cant cry anymore

i think luke and i should brake up

haha isnt that funny

i miss the days of hand picked roses
and elephants and champain

i miss the days of worship
and the days with no pain

i miss the realizing love
and the days of never hurting

but my rhymth is upside down
and my heart is stable on the ground

my love is always

hey y'all

havnt had much time to update latly

but i thought youmight want to know i am
MOVING BACK TO TUCSON MONDAY

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
untill then

so i just got back from my trip yesterday ( Read more... )