life is pretty good. kevin is sweet. joey is huggable. rodrigo is hillarious. jo is my superficial-friend. liz is awesome. everything is back to normal ( Read more... )

I never thought i'd actually say this....but i want a boyfriend. i just really want a guy to cuddle with and hold my hand and be cute and NICE and not just a hookup. i want something meaningful right now.

and i want to have money and go shopping with jo too <3 and have our sleepover...i love jo. she is the coolest girl ever. we have so much fun ( Read more... )

my sister needs to learn how to not flake out on plans. the only reason i went to dinner tonight was because i was obliged to, and i thought she was going too, and lindsay too, yet both of them decide to not show up. so it's just me and my parents on a friday night ( Read more... )

my mom needs to go to hell...she is being such a bitch. i have been trying really hard to be nice to her and yet everything i do i seem to be doing wrong. she doesn't trust me at all, gets worried over the stupidest shit, and just ugh, she needs to be locked up far away from me for at least a while. i don't think i can take this anymore.

last night was really nice. relaxing girl time with cait, and spending the night @ her house. this morning was cool too, we walked/jogged to albertsons to get krispy kremes and then at them and then got all hot and then went to walgreens and subway and were stupid and it was just a lot of fun ( Read more... )

morp was seriously the best thing ever. i am in the best mood now STILL and it was last night. especially getting ready at liz's, that was like half the fun. i <3 bandaids (ie almost famous: "we're not groupies, we're bandaids!"),liz, teal eyeshadow, john because he's fucking gorgeous, joey because he's a pimp, and brooke because she's a cutie ( Read more... )

today was the worst day in a long time. I woke up half an hour late, scrambled to get ready, had to eat cereal for breakfast which i hate (it was like some healthy granola-ish kind), scrambled to finish chem phys homework in first period, decided i wouldn't let you know who get me down, so in third period i was nice and friendly, and then he pulls ( Read more... )

hung out with rod today after school, things got a little weird, and he left early, and we are now back to just being friends, and seriously, i am totally cool with it. i thought i would be sad...but i really wasn't. i love that kid a ton, but i was never in love with him. i'm optimistic about the future...and yess morp is on saturday ( Read more... )

last night me and krysten were gangster, i went to her house around ten and then we got some starbucks and then walked to albertsons and got bubbles and a really cheap vhs and red bull and a my little pony coloring book, and then went back to her house and colored and watched the movie, which turned out to be really bad, and i got home at around 1 ( Read more... )

today i woke up, took a shower, then found my cousins friend who i don't know in my kitchen. it was kind of weird having someone you have never met before in their pajamas in your kitchen, but whatever. and then i pretty much moped around the house from 10 till like three when jo came over and we made peanut butter cupcakes. they turned out really ( Read more... )