first i would liked to thank to people in the past month and half. First melissa, thank you for your help and understanding with the delima in my heart. i appreciate your help in figureing out what i needed to do to get on with what is best for me. thanx for the gifts and everything else, the advice, and the comfort of a friend when i needed one. ( Read more... )

masterbation is the key to a healthy relationship for me i suppose. i find my self wanting less sexual activities as well specially since most things are never done besides the simple basics of sex. and things that aren't done where done with other people so that pisses me off so masterbation works for me, cravings are down but my attraction is ( Read more... )

i dunno life in general is alright, i am really sick again, funny thing is, same time last year. fever all last night, couldn't sleep at all. but thats for other reasons, subway is getting busy again. school is coming around. i only go to two days out of the week now. yippie yippy. but longer class days. i did it so icould have more time to spend ( Read more... )

i have somet things to get off my chest, i have been in the wrong. i make amber out to most people of being this psycho bitch slut.... who cheats on me with with well guys. she is not this person, i make her out to be. she is a sweet girl who does her best to make me happy despite her anger management and her emotional distresses. i have had a ( Read more... )

First i haven't updated in a while so here it goes, i have roled balls for like 4 days straight, all togther i took 8 roles about two weeks ago. no biggy, had lots of fun. and before that i went to go see imperative reaction and vnv nation play in austin. that was bad ass i met ted phelps, have his autograph and a picture of me and him. ted is a ( Read more... )

Hey love,

Just wanted to drop you alittle note.

I love you, and I'm glad we are once again.

Hope things work out this time around.

I guess we'll see, and if not I want use to remain
friends forever.

Love you with all my heart.

Yours always.

i saw system of a down last saturday. that is one amazing band right there. i enjoyed my trip and the concert with my brother and his family. what i didn't like is the fact my dog was missing the night before i left. and my garage door was open partly. i came back home sunday and it was open again. josh said he thought he heard a noise while he was ( Read more... )

Friends that don't say hi, who forget to so bye. but it seems for just a second friendship is gone, for a need to to get high. i see them from afar, watching their self-destruction. i believe i'm enduring one of the worst executions.. friendships falling apart, the neglection of a once umbreakable bond. Noow i sit at my window like a soul without a ( Read more... )

*sigh*
and i miss you
it sucks...
well
i did your
journal
again don't
think you will
like
it
but hey it's the thought
that
counts
but
i'am
done
brothering you
so goodbye...
we will met
again in my dreams
or in another
life...

♥

peole talk to much shit and for no reason. ok so i did a 4-bar a week ago and now i am a druggy dope head, yeahright little girls get your things straight, didn't i say that in the last post 16 yr olds just cause shit for no reason. amber since your the only one i ever hear of talking shit or marcus but he is just a little cry baby wanna-be ( Read more... )