i love people. people that genuinly enjoy eachothers company, without haboring any sort of hostility, and love is just everywhere. people can smile, and enjoy life. god damnit, i think erica is right, i'm becoming a hippy. well. . . if so, so be it ( Read more... )

what a wonderful gathering, a great dynaermic of people, just getting together to enjoy life, and dancing, and communing with other people. god, i loved it. everyone was so friendly, and happy just to be in one anothers presence. people had no inhibitions, everyone was equal. i am glad to be able to spend time with those whom i haven't seen in a ( Read more... )

i hate this idea of "the one". . . it seems so rediculously prevelant in everyones mindframe... . . but, why is this? its just another vice for comfort, as is alot in our society, religion, reliance on perscription drugs, apathy. . . there have been so many annoyances that i just can't stomach any longer. instead of this idea of a singular person ( Read more... )

if only people would be able to leap into this frame of mind for a minutes time, and not jump to all of these silly assumptions about my motives. . . or life in general. . . . i'm so disheartened, but, theres nothing i can do but continue to move along, and try my best to live my life as a see fit. to some, i may be considered a screw-up. . . i ( Read more... )

the last 48 hours have played themselves out thusly ( Read more... )

here, after a month of seclusion, i emerge from my personal habitat, and go to shake my assets amongst other well dressed, hopping teenagers. . . regardless of if i have to be up at eight tommorow, and open the store, social time, in this certian perdiciment, is much more essential then a good nights rest. . . that can certianally wait. and, i am ( Read more... )

right now, i'm nearly speechless. this album was entirely beyond my expectations. at times it pushed you just up to the cliff, to your personal breaking point, but, once you hold in there for just a minute longer, its made up far beyond what you ever thought was possible. i've never listened to an album that was created to spark my anxiety, and ( Read more... )

i think i'm done with livejournal, for now at least ( Read more... )

so, its completly and entirely over ( Read more... )

i feel like i have just had 30 pounds of burden just lifted from my body ( Read more... )