Now that I have re-read all of the previous posts that I made about Lauren... what a waste of time. That bitch sucked the energy out of me. She thought she deserved much more than she really does. I am glad that I got her out of my life. Not to mention she gained about 50lbs since meeting her. I was rummaging through crap that she had posted ( Read more... )

My Dilemma ( Read more... )

Is there such a thing as saying stupid things at stupid times? Is there such a thing as two people who love eachother but don't know what to do with one another? How is it possible ( Read more... )

Let me make a generalization of the good and the bad from this summer ( Read more... )

I love everything. Even though my past week has been boring the hell out of me, I am ever so happy... I really feel like a complete person when I am 'with' Lauren. I have someone to talk to, and someone to be happy with. I love it. I can't wait to spend time with her. I'm going there in 10 days and 15 minutes. I can't wait! She has no idea how much ( Read more... )

My life is pretty dull right now. It is filled with a repetitious and almost religious routine. My last 2 weeks have been out of whack and I just can't do the things I want to do because my dad and his family are staying in our house. As a result I have to live with like 4 other people I wouldnt have to normally. It makes me have to structure my ( Read more... )

I don't know that Lauren realizes how much she actually means to me. This is why I have stuck out this whole ordeal, if you will. Lately Lauren has been telling me she misses me, and will tell me she loves me. I miss hearing that. I really do. I pray every night that she just realizes I am who she needs to be with, and who she wants to be with. Not ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I didn't have to be me for a moment. I feel like I have a lot going for me. No doubt. Almost everything in my life is in line, just the way I could have hoped. Except my relationship status. I just wish I could be totally happy. I know there are people out there with worse situations that shun people like me for making a big deal ( Read more... )

So I have been struggling with finding what I really want. Meaning, do I want to be with Lauren or should I just find someone else. It seems that the more I think about it I just want to be with Lauren. I can't tell if she wants to be with me because she tells me that she thinks we arent going to be together in the fall and that I am mean to her. ( Read more... )

The hardest thing for any person to do is admit that you are wrong. Seriously it is. By doing so you are sacrificing your pride in the face of other people ( Read more... )