So I've gone through quite a few changes since my last entry. My family is currently in the process of moving out of my house to some shitty ass apartment in the ghetto. For the second time in my life my parents have managed to lose the only sense of security I had left. I'm actually more pissed about having to pack up all my shit than I am about ( Read more... )

My parents are such fucking poonannies! I go to school, I work,I'm tired as fuck and I get yelled at for trying to have some fun. Just because they choose to have their lives be nothing but work doesn't mean I want mine to be like that too. "I work hard so I can play hard." I'm just trying to enjoy life while I'm still young. I don't want to waste ( Read more... )

I'm in class right now and it's cold as fuck, my back hurts, and I can't stand the kids around me. There are 30 something kids in this crammed classroom and none of them seem at all interesting. NONE of them!!! I'm sure there are a few that when you get to know them aren't so bad but for the most part I've seem these types of kids before, closed ( Read more... )

Well I went and saw Nekromantix yesterday. It was sooooo fucking fun. I went with my two brothers and my cousin and they really liked it too. After the show we talked with the guitarist, James, for like 20 minutes about how to promote bands in Southern California. He lives in a smaaall town close to where I grew up so we had a few things in common ( Read more... )

God damn this fucking jealousy!!!

For a while things were going good. I was finally starting to feel like things were going my way. Then I spent too much time thinking about things that I really didn't need to be thinking about. Which in the end just screwed me over. But I'm starting to be a little less over dramatic with that. Though I think I might be handling that situation in ( Read more... )

Life........

*sigh* I fucked up on Friday, reeeeally bad. I have this friend who I'm sexually attracted to but not in any other way than that. Brandon hates him because he had a lot to do with our breakup. But I "hung out" with him on Friday and like they say in the movies "one thing lead to another" and I ended up giving him head. I know, I know, I'm a whore. ( Read more... )

So my grandpa(my dad's dad) died two days ago and my parents are in Mexico right now. My poor dad, I hate seeing him so sad. But my gradfather was old, he was in his 90's. He had a good run. He was the funniest guy ever and I loved him very much. Though I hadn't met any of my family in Mexico until 1999 I still feel pretty close to my dad's family ( Read more... )

Hm, life it's a crazy ride and I never really realized it until recently. It's messed up in a lot of ways but it's kind of nice to finally be experiencing it for the first time. For a while I was more depressed than I had ever been but I'm trying to handle it in an intelligent way and so far it's working. Things are still going pretty well for me, ( Read more... )