Saturday, 10/7/06 10:47 pm

[pearljam579]

So much has been happening lately. It's starting to get far too overwhelming. I can't think positive anymore, my nightmares keep getting worse, and it seems as though I'll never be able to be the person everybody else wants me to be

Comments

[dunnadunnamonaa]

people get mad if you did something wrong because most time it doesn't
does you any good. and that shows just how much they care.
it's only because they are worried that something could happen to you.

and like i told you earlier.
i am really glad you never got the cocaine
because i love you and i care about you
and i don't want anything happen to you.

and for the messages.
i do that, too.
maybe you should just delete them so you won't be
able to ever read them again.

i love you andrew.

[doerte]

i'm sorry i just keep fucking things up.
i love you.

[anonymous]

maybe you shouldn't be so quick to assume that we'll "always resent you for your anger". maybe you shouldn't be so quick to say "you'll never get through to them".

i'm really not that difficult.

bailee

[afraidtosee]

cocaine is one hell of a drug. haha. lol. but seriously, fun stuff:]]

[pearljam579]

seriously will. you're retarded.

i tried to put something up here that was really personal, and you had to go and make a jackass remark. just because you're a drug addict now doesn't mean you're cool. doing drugs doesn't make you cool. advertising the fact that you do drugs won't make you cool, either.

and about that whole "why aren't you talking to me" thing. i told you i'd never forgive you. that's a promise. when you say stupid things like that when i'm trying to get something off my chest just proves that you're too much of a dick to be my friend or have any part in my life.

you completely destroyed any chances of us ever being friends again. just accept it. i'm trying to leave you alone so you can go on with your life, but if you want to start shit, then so be it.

[afraidtosee]

i actually got your fuckin attention for once. dude i never did fuckin anything to you or to hurt you and i read every single entry you wrute and want to talk through them with you and help you. but no you have to be some asshole that hates someone for no FUCKIN REASON AT ALL!!!and for your goddamn information im not a drug addict dickhead, i was quoting dave chapelle's rick james skit. and your little friend can shove a fuckin duck up her twat if she thinks she has any right to talk to me in that kind of manner.squeaky you used to be a nice guy. but you changed. both you and mike. you both changed into fuckin assholes. when you want to be nice mesa kids again you may talk to me but until then youre not worthy so dont even bother.

[pearljam579]

how is a chappelle show quote supposed to help me? honestly, will. if you don't have anything mature to say, just shut up.

no reason? you stood outside of mike's house with a bat. and then there was that sonic incident. you did do something to me. you waged war on MY friends. you're doing it again. my friend is trying to stick up for me and you had to attack her. you can't be mad at her. she was trying to be a real friend and support me. you could learn a lesson about respect from her.

we haven't changed. we're still the same people we've always been. it's you that's been changing. you're nothing like the will i used to know. that's probably because you keep changing every few weeks. you're the one who started this whole thing with mike from the beginning for absolutely no good reason. not only that, you're a hypocrite. you say you never swear, but look at you. you swear all the time.

by the way, hearing you say "you're not worthy" is probably the funniest thing i've ever heard in my life.