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I'm done.

another photopost.

it was a busy week.

first, there was the ( mortar war )

so, I've decided that I hate drinking. I never really liked it, but for some reason, I've thought it would be fun to drink almost every night since I got fired. I'm not really trying to escape anything, and I don't get trashed, I just think it will be more fun ( Read more... )

wow. drama ( Read more... )

so...

I guess I'm going to have to write a book now.

in other news:
the Dandy Warhols' music makes me feel hot.

everyone keeps telling me I deserve better...but I keep eating the shit that is shoveled down my throat ( Read more... )

everyone always picks what's important to them in their lives. I think I put too much importance on relationships. To me, the people in my life are the most important thing. the relationships I develop with them, and the meaning they hold for me. it's probably because I was so lonely as a child ( Read more... )

you can't ever have the things you want in life if you're too fucking scared to take the first step. I swear I used to be more intelligent than this. I swear to fucking god that I used to actually go after the things I wanted. I didn't used to be such a fucking passive person. I'm so scared of losing the things I love that I don't even try. It ( Read more... )

Josh's 21st birthday, ( a picture story )