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[pebblez516]

locked buddha in the closet

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[marlaze]

we need to have a long conversation. i dont understand any of this entry and it makes me sad because i used to understand every word of all your entries. i miss you. this christmas feels very lonely.

eyy

[angelofvengence]

explain to me one thing when u get a chance.. what happend to the potetial for ones first love and them to get back together when they grow up and be happily ever after? its been a time of thinking and pondering where life went wrong and i think i got it.. the day i said id be ur best friend not ur boyfriend cause thats the day i lost love... and its been here and there but never the same ever again.. I miss u much baby b.. and to tell you the truth... i hope ur ok i worry about u... my freind Karolyn lives in Lake Hopatkong off of 15... last night i took a midnight run to the lake... noone was there cause it was winter but .. it just mad me miss u .. the tree by the barn the fresh water springs :) the middle of the lake ... and the moment i said i love you... i just want u to know that u will always have a place in my heart.. and ever should u need someone .. im here... forever.. Pebblez and bambam never seperate its our fate wether there be 500 or 5000 miles between us remember when u walk outside and look up at the moon ... im

Re: eyy

[angelofvengence]

pS HAPPY NEW YEAR CALL ME 516 369 9289

this is a waste but im going to say it anyway

[x_c_chica]

you dont sound happy, and last time i checked the sarah i knew (because i dotn think i know you anymore) didnt take shit from anyone, not even her controlling parents. And even so im sad taht you have settled for something way less than the best, while i know (and this is a present-tense statement) that you only deserve that and more. Its clear that things have changed, and i guess im ok with that, but i was hoping youd wake up and come back and start over. Become the person i wanted you to be instead of the person i never wanted to become myself. I just hope you understand that im hurting without you, because you helped me through some of the worst times of my life and now i dont have the oppurtunity to do the same for you. Im stoned 24-7 and i think about you double that. Not a day goes by that i dont see a big white van and think about the endless adventures and the never ending experiences. Im not waiting anymore sarah because it hurts too much. I love you and i wish you loved us all enough to fix this terrible mess.

[marlaze]

no, no. this whole thing is wrong. i wish i were you so i could delete this whole entry and the comments that go along with it.