ive had noting to say for way to long.

Tired

I just need to get out of here so bad. things are getting out of control. I’m not in any good mood whatsoever. like not even near one. i just want to quit everything get in a my car and drive off. I’ve been watching Laguna for three days now and that’s the only place i want to be. California. out of here. away from all the bull shit that I’m ( Read more... )

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I don't sleep anymore... I fucking stay up until 6 am and wake up at 3 wat a waste of life i am ... i havent started training and camp is in 12 days FUCK!!

Lem keeps asking me if something is wrong... She knows me and i lie and tell her nothings wrong... But everythings wrong... Greg's in another relationship already and he's happy... I guess i ( Read more... )

as i sit here with multi-colored beads to my right and neon pink post-its to my left i wonder ... WHY THE FUCK AM I UP THIS LATE??? well then i remember... b.c. im a fucking insomniac... i sit here as if i'm waiting for that great boy to come walking in (preferably not scaring the shit out of me this early in the morning) and to say i want to screw ( Read more... )

ok this whole friends only is wack... b.c. if im on your friends list you can still read my journal... dude that defeats the purpose ... wat if i dont like you but you stalk me i dont want you reading my friends only entries....

OMG fun night... went into the city with Tim, Mary , Cuevs, and his couson loren and her friend lauren... well we went to dinner midtown at TGI friday's... then afterwards we went to virgin were i bought ATFFS... then we were off to run into aly and meet ave. Q people... well in the process of walking there we got complimentary tickets to the HA! ( Read more... )

Let it be known on this day (technically yesterday) June 28th, 2004 i met the greatest boy in the world.. he resides in hewlett and has a smile of gold ...

well everything lately has just been "rad" ... saturday night i went to the Catch, RX, and RBF show in philly... AMAZING!!! .... the show was just great RBF was insane and frankie's girlfriend ( Read more... )