"She is bidding her time with you.
She is talking with someone else.
She is afraid to end it.
When he returns, it will be over."

The future?

I was thinking about an analogy to explain why we have to experience bad things in order to truly appreciate the good things in life, and this is what I came up with ( Read more... )

It's been nearly two months and virtually nothing in my life has changed. I feel stagnate and bored ( Read more... )

I just got back from Amanda's house. When I left she was crying to me. She told me she was sleeping a lot more and finding herself more and more depressed. The reason, she said after several "I don't knows", was because she really likes her new church group and wants me to be a part of it. She said she feels good to be part of a group. However, she ( Read more... )

"Look around, would it bring somebody down if I never made a sound again." Ugh, I feel terrible. Living at home while going to college has alienated me. All of my friends went to some other school or are living on-campus making new friends. My best friend, Joe, is living at home and going to OSU too, but we rarely see eachother, at school or ( Read more... )

I suppose this has become a holey documentation of my relationship. Anyway, lately I've been feeling sick when I am away from my girlfriend. This sounds romantic I guess, but it's not in that way. I get the feeling like she's cheating on me I guess. Lately she's been going to some christian cult, where the members of the "church" live in a building ( Read more... )

Basically today, my girlfriend said she wanted to take a break and then retracted that statement in tears a mere 5 hours later. I did absolutely nothing today though...I played True Crime and Tenchu 3. Talked to Alex too today, which I haven't done in awhile so it was alright. Hopefully I'll hang out with him more, because I am so fucking sick of ( Read more... )

Yeah, that's all I care about.

Fuck yeah.


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So, let me bring you up to date with my life. I am addicted to a MMORPG that I have seen/done everything in and no longer enjoy playing, but cannot stop for the sake of the time that I have invested in it and the prospect of the expansion that is coming soon ( Read more... )