In another amazing coincidence, I just happened upon this page the day before the anniversary of my last post ( Read more... )

Hmm, how peculiar it is looking back on this. It must be what having a real journal is like, which I fortunately spare myself the embarrassment of keeping. Even though it still makes me cringe at my own stupidity and immaturity, at least it seems I've made some progress ( Read more... )

I feel weird telling people about my live journal. It's really become more like an introspective reflection of my thoughts. But I'm not going to delete any posts because I regretted doing that last time. Looking back through my posts I can sort of see why things turned out the way they did. Especially when I look back through unlogical's archives. ( Read more... )

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you ( Read more... )

So, what's been going on lately? Well, Amanda has been getting on AIM a lot to talk to me lately. Well, not a lot lately, but for awhile she did. Early February. I haven't spoken to her since the 9th, but she's gotten online a lot to see if I was online. I'm the only person on her buddy list. She's been very giggly and flirty, like she used to be. ( Read more... )

I just re-read all of my entries, and looking back, I simply cannot believe how blind I was. It was so fucking obvious my girlfriend was cheating on me since... who knows when. Probably last January. Who knows what happened at that party last valentines day (2004). I guess I never really thought she would actually do it. She seemed to love me so ( Read more... )

Bah, this month has been extremely shitty. Ex-Girlfriend cheated on me, and I've just been sitting around doing nothing.

Some band asshole from some local high school was walking down the street pounding on this giant drum at 2pm. I was trying to sleep. Now everyone think's I'm the asshole for screaming "Shut the fuck up, kid, I'm trying to sleep." to this "poor kid." Meh, I think I'll go back to sleep now.

Do I put up with too much of my girlfriend's shit? After 2 years together she all of a sudden wants to stop having sex. She say's she feels "guilty" about it. Fucking religion. Fucking religious fanatics that fucked her up. Fucking idiots who wrote that shit. Hopefully I can bypass this, however, I see our "relationship" as nothing more than a ( Read more... )

Bored, so I'm stealing this from ashley. :D

Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: Nirvana

Are you female or male: Been A Son
Describe yourself: Negitive Creep
How do some people feel about you: Return of the Rat
How do you feel about yourself: I hate myself and I want to die
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: ( Read more... )