i got new boarding shoes today and a new toothbrush

i'm not sure which i'm more excited about. god, i love brushing my teeth

all i need now is a new purse heheh

so what i really wanted to ask is this:

WHY are /people/ in love with the IDEA of being in love?? i truly do NOT understand that

and those /people/ scare me

the sky hangs heavy tonight ( Read more... )

didn't feel like posting this in myspace b/c only a few people know of my LJ and i like it that way ( Read more... )

Things are so different! I went back to work and holy hell everything has changed. The managers, the food, the outfits (NO FUCKING HAWAIIN SHIRTS!) the servers, the hosts and everyone and their cousin has a new g/f or b/f. It's still home though and my friends are still there so it's all good. I'm going to L.A. the end of the month. I'm SO excited ( Read more... )

Everything is going really well. It's amazing how life can surprise you. I'm almost never surprised by anything, but things as of late in my life are definitely crazy (in a good way) but things I had only imagined. I've made a few new friends from L.A. and Hollywood so that's been interesting. I love making new friends. Kyle and I have been talking ( Read more... )

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Everything is going rather well. I'm still pretty sick though which SUCKS. I got my passport pic taken (FINALLY) 90s was interesting. I ran into an old fling and that was really strange. I also ran into a few old friends I hadn't seen in a long time so that was really nice at least. I hung out with Lauren the other night and that was a pleasure as ( Read more... )

love isn't safe. but if you always play it safe where does that leave room to really live? without taking a chance you have nothing to gain nor lose. change is the one thing in life you can count on to be consistent. things in life including people and feelings are temporary until proven otherwise. when you embrace this realization only then can ( Read more... )

i just got back from my camping trip in wisconsin and holy hell. there just arent words. i havent showered since tues morning. i went 2 days without my cell. ive never been more dirty in my life and i cant remember the last time ive been in so much pain. it was exhausting and disgusting, but extremely fun and gorgeous!! i'm so glad that i went even ( Read more... )

I'm afraid to even write this entry, but oh well! Life fucking rocks right now. No, I didn't become content over a day or even close but things are going really well and I'm definitely happy and extremely busy as usual. Mmm aside from the fact i'm sick as all get out with my chronic strep...everything is beautiful. i'm really stupid considering how ( Read more... )